Troubled addict

And after the storm,
I run and run as the rains come
And I look up, I look up,
on my knees and out of luck,
I look up.

Night has always pushed up day
You must know life to see decay
But I won’t rot, I won’t rot
Not this mind and not this heart,
I won’t rot.

And I took you by the hand
And we stood tall,
And remembered our own land,
What we lived for.

And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
That’s why I hold,
That’s why I hold with all I have.
That’s why I hold.

I will die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I’ll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and mine so small.
Well I’m scared of what’s behind and what’s before.

And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

Will you think of me
In time?
It’s never my luck
So nevermind.
I wanna say your name
But the pain starts
Again
It’s never my luck
So nevermind.

I had a dream that you were with me
it wasn’t my fault
You roll me over
Flipped me over
Like a somersault.
And that doesn’t happen to me
I’ve never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her
heaven.

Will you wait for me
In time
It’s never my luck
So never mind
And yeah I’ve lost a lot of what I don’t expect to ever return
I tend to push ‘em ‘til the pushing’s turned from hurting to burn
I always take them to that place they always wanted to go
Then end up dancing ‘round
This clown commands
Applause at a show…

And I could only dream of you and sleep
But I never see sunlight again
I can try to be with you, but some how I’ll end up just losing a friend
And I can only reach for you
Relate to you
I’m losing my friend…
Where did she go?
Where?